I think I'm really ugly?

I'm asian and I think I am extremely ugly compared to a ton of beautiful girls in my school. My eyes are naturally monolids, but one of them turned to a double lid and it won't go back. Now my eyes are uneven and they look weird. My monolid looks like I'm constantly squinting and my double lid doesn't make anything better. Eyeliner and mascara look fine on my double lid, but terrible on my monolid. Plus both of my eyes slant upwards so I have to deal with the stupid "Chinese, Japanese, dirty knees. etc" joke. Also I think my nose is way too fat. I have almost no bridge at all, and my nostrils are HUGE!! It makes me look like I have a pig's nose. I also think my lips are too full, whenever I smile with lipstick on, I look really gross and I have to force my mouth to suck inwards so not as much lip shows. I'd really like some tips to help change my appearance without surgery, because there is no way I'm going under the knife. I look even uglier than all the other asians in my school! It hurts my self esteem so much, if anyone can help, I would love that. Thanks! :)